raga buncah selaksa serpih asa
jiwa nelangsa terpekur di sudut hampa
mengaga dalam limbung
mengambang dalam pilihan

life is about choosing the choices given
after that, we should face the consequences behind it
choosing something is not as easy as it looks
feels like standing in a blade with two sharp edges
sometimes ego and reality crush in between
and not forget we still have to keep our dignity holly in the struggle

so...
what choices did you choose right now?

my little angel smile a lot today
cause there's a beutiful Goddest who transforms into a human called "a great friend"
who stands beside her all day long today
take into an amazing journey
to some places that this angel never visited before

this angel's smile
spirit
pure soul
make me believe
that life is so beautiful
and so precious

I close my eyes
put my hands into my soul
thankfull and feeling blessed
that this beautiful Goddest
had step into my life,
little angel's life
our life
and teach us about beauty

loving u, my friend (Josh)

keindahan....
ada di sekitarku selama ini
tidak hanya dalam bentuk senyum dan tawa
namun ia dapat juga terdapat dalam tangis dan kepedihan
hanya terkadang
aku tak dapat menyadarinya
saat ia bersembunyi dalam kabut pekat dan jerit pilu

cinta dan nafsu
hanya dipisahkan oleh selembut labirin tipis
keduanya bermain dalam balutan gejolak emosi

dalam cinta terbersit nafsu
dalam nafsu....masihkah ada cinta?

confuse 'bout you
9July2007

cinta
harapan
impian
selalu bergumul dalam
sakit
perih dan
nelangsa jiwa

potret diri terus terlukis tak pernah henti
meski lelah terhuyung
raga tertatih
sukma merintih
pedih....
dalam luka yang menganga

asa kecil menjerit
pada Sang Dewi yang bercumbu dengan kelamnya malam
berharap tuk slalu terangi hati
yang coba wujudkan mimpi
di tengah naifnya asa semu

karena konon katanya,
slalu ada pelangi setelah hujan
dan slalu ada senyuman setelah tangis

dongengkah?

Dear mother of earth,
in the dark tunnel of your heart
I'm still searching my love

Dear father of love,
in the light of your endless wisdom
I'm still grabbing my heart

Dear angel of heaven
in the beauty of your immortal wings
I'm still looking for The One

damn you evil of bitchy hell
in your dark golden fire
you embrace me too hard
and I loose my soul

Soulmate.....
is it really there?
if it is really exist
how do I know when it comes
embrace me
touch me
spread his soul
my soul
our soul
into the dream of love